Scenes that could easily be mistaken as backdrops to any John Wayne
adventure encompass my view. Shorten, dry vegetation dotting the almost
barren landscape. I'm starting to recognize them: sage, prickly pear
cacti, barrel cacti, and yuccas with their unique adaptations to
tolerate such a hostile environment. The landscape changes without the
effort of a single step. I constantly sip on my stale coffee to lessen
the irritation on my throat as I look past the chaparral. My sun kissed
hands are beginning to peel.
It's been exactly 7 days since I began to feel ever not so well. The
last 5 days have been spent at Betty's house a la rest. Her and her
partner's southern [California] hospitality far exceeds my people of the
South. If curability came in the form of selflessness and encouragement
from others, I would be out hiking twenties rather than my current
situation. I cannot thank them enough. I do look forward to seeing them
again in September.
People are concerned that death will be met at the hands of another human,
stray dog, exotic viper, or storm systems. I, myself, fear death by
asteroid, shark, or plane. Ironically enough, the most dangerous
encounter for most living organisms isn't really "alive" at all and may
be as large as 30 nanometers in diameter consisting of merely protein
and nuclei acid. I'm describing a virus, specifically a rhinovirus. This
group of viruses is responsible for the common cold and is responsible
for my current situation. Remarkable really.
It could be another 7 days before my immune system has completely
eradicated this invading army. Even still, it could be another couple
of weeks before I'm well enough to tackle 20 miles days on trail. That's
looking three weeks into the future with much uncertainty. I am certain
that the first stretch back would be no ball park. It includes a 32
mile waterless stretch. Not the typical ease back into trail life for a
recovering viral victim.
How to make the "right" or "mature" decision? It's hard especially when
there are no blazes or footprints in sight. I will still have my
finances saved, gear ready, and a job for the next 11 months by
postponing this hike until next year. This would allow my body time to
adequately heal without any added pressure. It's a guaranteed "safe"
decision.
Most importantly, if I'm patient, Rachel (aka Katchup) will be able to
hike next year. Originally we had planned to do the CDT together next
year, but I think this will be just perfect. I can't imagine another
human I'd be more excited to share these beautiful views and
experiences.
So for now, I'm going the safe route and postponing this hike until next
April. I ask, that you too, exercise some patience. It'll happen and
when it does, it will be glorious and I'd love for you to follow along
in this experience.
Until next April, remind yourself that you are stronger than you think in every aspect of your life.
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